juz nw inside the mrt on de wae to woodlands, dear & des were standing near the back door while mi, edina & her cousin were standing in de middle....suddenly edina & her cousin shift their position in front...Initially, I was wondering y they shift...den edina pointed sumwhere...so i follow her finger's direction and wen i turned around...an old man sitting 10cm frm where i standing was half smiling haf blinking his eyes at mi....i was shocked & realized y they shift their position...so i quickly stand wif them...

while edina & her cousin were toking, I closed my eyes to take a "nap"....& wen it was about to reach Yishun stop and i opened my eyes, both of them went missing...so I planned to look for them wen de mrt stop...but u noe wat happened? de old man was alighting at Yishun & he walked towards de entrance and stood beside mi...wen i looked at him, he blinked his eyes at mi again....i was so afraid but i cant shift my position to sumwhere...u noe y? cos a malay lady on my left was holding on to the standing pole blocking my way, in front of mi was de standing pole, on my right was de ah bek and on my back were a bunch of people...north, south, east, west all gt obstacles, where shld i run? lol...& de ah bek was starring & looking at mi even i nv make ani eye contact wif him....so i tried to avoid looking at him & hope to run away immediately wen de mrt stop...

but wen de mrt stop, de malay lady stil holding on to de standing pole tightly & refused to let go...zzzzzz....i was so afraid of de ah bek as he has not alight even de mrt has stopped...so i politely asked de malay lady to let go of her hands so tat i can cross over to de other side...de malay lady stand there looking at mi for 5 secs before she finalli let go but wif a nt happi face...but another obstacle emerged...i stil could not cross over as in front of my foot was a big bag belong to an auntie...she asked mi not to cross over her bag & make oei oei oei sound...but i heck care cos i realli was so afraid so i cross over her bag carefully, ensuring tat i nv stepped onto her bag...wen i finalli succesfully cross over, she said sumting in hokkien, in chinese it means "ying ying yao gen wo guo"...hello, there is an ah bek on my right hu keep starring & blinking at mi...u tot i like to cross over yr bag meh...den wen i cross over le, i stand there suddenly mind blanked...lol...dunno y...edina & her cousin were nt where i was...den i heard edina's voice...she is on de other side, so i quickly go her there & tell her wat happened...she saes ya she noes tat de ah bek alighting so they changed place...while i telling her wat happened...i saw de auntie looking at us, perhaps tinking tat i was complaning abt her...lol...wat a scary incident although i have oso cum across quite a number of dis kind of incidents...lol

After 3 mths...i finalli blog again...lol...have been busy for de past 3 mths due to de bombardment of projzzz & tests & exams....& dis result in mi becuming lazier & lazier to blog nw even wen i m free...haa...yest was a happi dae for mi as I have done sumting which i have been yearning for...nv regreted tat i have make dis decision...in fact i was glad tat i have make dis decision...if nt i wil sure regret one...nw my confidence is back...yeah...heez...thanx dear for encouraging mi to take dis decision...enjoy myself:)

Last thurs 1st Dec was a great day...y is it so?? cos it is de Asia TV Awards 2005....Again my MDA supervisor gave mi 4 tickets...haa...so mi, dear, edina & her cousin went tgt to watch dis great event held at NUS University Cultural Center lolx...we reached NUS University Hall at abt 6.15pm...however, de place there was as silent as a mouse...after (my daring dear) asking one of de professor there, we den realized that we have gone to de wrong place & need to walk another dunno hw mani km to reach there...Zzzzzzzzz...so we walked & walked & walked ard de big skool & finalli saw a bunch of people crowded there, surrounding de big red carpet...& yesh, we finalli reached...lolx...

Following de crowd,we stand there waiting 4 de artistes to have their fashion show along de red carpet....wow~~saw so mani artistes frm various countires...all so pretty & handsome...gt cynthia koh, priscilla chan, michelle chong, Chew Chor Meng, Li ke Qing, Denise keller, kym ng, Quan Yi feng, melody chen, ng hui, Diana Ser, Ann Kok, desmond koh, michelle chia, zoey tay, Xu nai ling, Superhost Contestants & mani mani more...Wahaha so happi...den quickly ask my dear to take photos...b4 gg into de auditorium, there is dis gathering whereby we can chit chat wif de artistes....wen ng hui walked past us, my dear dun dare tok 2 her & look away cos he nv wear grand grand 4 dis occasion...haha...he tot juz went in & see see so no need wear nice nice...haha...luckily i gt wear nice nice but my hair messy messy..Zzzzzzzz...dunno we will b inside de TV nt...haha...:P

Melody Chen


Li Ke Qing


Dunno hu...lolx


cynthia koh


priscilla chan


Hong Ai Ling


Diana Ser


Ah Ben & another yummy yummy guy from hk


michelle chia & desmond koh


ann kok


de 1 wif red hair beside ann kok is chew chor meng


dunno hu...hee


quan yi feng & kym ng


zoey tay

Yest went to watch Harry Potter premiere...gt 4 premiere tickets frm my attachment 2nd level supervisior...a good supervisor tat treated mi veri well...always give mi things de...so went to watch together with my dear, des & edina...before tat went to dear's hse since our klass ends at 1pm and de show started onli at 8.30pm...ate my lunch and dinner there...was reali veri veri tired so I eat & slp, slp & eat...lolx...den reached orchard there at ard 8.35pm...lol sorri des we r late...heez...hmm though i m nt a fan of harry potter but overall de show was quite nice...de show ended at ard 11pm...haiz yest slpt at 1.30am nw veri tired le..Zzzzzzz (QQ: still felt that Star Wars Premiere was more enjoyable. Hee..)

Sian~~feel like slping but cant cos havent finish doing tut...Zzzzzzz...juz cum home nt long ago frm work..working as my last time street surveyor doing Deepavali and Hari Raya again...nw doing de stakeholder survey...it's nt as easy like last time & manage to do onli 8 surveys 4 de whole 4 hrs...Zzzzzz...was damn angry juz nw...1st person i survey wasted mi 15 mins...ask him wat's his earning per dae...told mi lots of tings abt hw bad his business is...hw government cheat his money...ask mi tell de government to help renovate his place, tables, chairs, lights bla bla...hello i m onli a surveyor on behaf of STB...nt a government people...tell mi so much i oso cant help u...cant u juz tell mi straight away hw much u earn per dae? In de end i have to gif up on him, realli wasted my time....Den came to another shop...ask him whether can spare mi 5 mins to survey him...he saes veri busy next time...but frm wat i c, there is no customers at all...& he is juz sitting there looking ard...cant he juz spare mi 5 mins? Is it tat difficult?

Den came to a restaurant...de person told mi ask his manager at 3rd floor...so i climb de stairs but nv c de 3rd floor...den ask de 2nd floor person hu belongs to de same shop...told mi go 3rd floor & de staircase is at another corner...so i climb 2 3rd floor...saw de manager ask him hw much his shops earn per dae...told mi he dunno muz ask those sales people...ask him gif mi a percentage instead but he stil told mi 2 ask de sales person hu is at another road...Zzz...cant he juz anihw gif mi a percentage? Realli dun wan to work, but i need $$$$...Zzzzz...initially wan 2 work until dis sat onli but juz nw accepted another proj...haizzz sianzzzzzzz

Have been slacking in de office 4 de whole dae...shld sae frm last mon i have been slacking...y is tat so?? cos of de ppl there stop refusing to gif mi de files...i shld b happi tat i can slack 4 so long...but i m nt...imagine sitting in front of the com everydae for 8.5 hrs...have been surfing de same websites until nw dunno wat to do wif de com le...realli can tahan de ppl...i noe u r busy...i m busy too...u need to report 2 yr boss...i oso have to...i nv ask u 2 help mi do de audit...juz asking u 2 gif mi de required files...is tat veri difficult?? at most it onli takes u 1/2 hr...after tat u can continue to do yr stuff...cant u juz spare mi 30 mins?? u r juz wasting my 8.5 hrs...& i realli dunno hw to report to my boss...i could onli sae tat u r so busy tat u cant help mi get de files...wat will my boss tink?? she will probably tink tat my working speed is so slow...she has given mi de assignment for 1 wk plus le & i stil cant complete...is nt tat i cant complete...is tat u keep saeing tat u r so busy & refusing to gif mi de files..u can juz go home at 5.30pm & 4gt abt my stuff while i have to wait till 6pm...& so wat can i do?? juz wait & wait & wait...tml i m gg back to my office...at least my boss will gif mi sumthings to do...but scared to c her..lolx

I dunno wat i m doing is rite or wrong...wat is my real purpose of doing tat...i dunno...i m realli veri confused of myself...juz wanna thanx a fren of mine for lending his ear and brightening up my dae wif a smile...realli thanx alot...if u r reading dis, u shld noe hu i m referring to...

Shall blog abt de past few daes...sat 17/9/05: there is dis event called nokia starlight cinema, whereby they show certain movies at the padang open space there...my boss gif mi 2 free movie tickets which cost $30 each...they are showing 2 movies--bat man & fantastic 4 on sat...so we went there...1st time watch movies under the stars...eh actualli wen i was young, my house downstairs oso gt dis kind of things...but dis time wif my dear...ya romantic...heez...lying down on the mat while waiting for the show which started onli at 8.30pm, listening to all those love songs playing there, looking at the bright moon & stars tat twinkle happily above the sky...i reali dunno hw to explain my feelings at tat time...den b4 de show starts, there is dis guy hu recorded a video of himself, proposing to his gf...so romantic sia...was real touching...after watching the bat man, it was abt 11pm...we were tinking of whether to continue watching de second show nt...but if we continue watching, we will be gg home at ard 1am...& there is no other transport except taxi...summore my dear wanna sent mi home, which means he will reach hm ard 3am...nt wanting him o reach hm late nor spent taxi fares which will b veri veri ex...we decided to go home...

Sun 18/9/05: Went to dear's hse to spent our lantern festival...watch tv frm 2.30pm to 6.30pm lolx...dear cook lunch for mi...reali like his cooking a lot...yummy~~den at nite ate dinner at his hse...of cos his mother cooking was good...found tat his family members are all great cookers...haa...

Tues 20/9/05: Both mi & my dear receive an email frm the nokia starlight cinema...as a token of appreciation for our support, they let us watch another movie for free...which means tgt with 1 unused tickets frm my boss, we can watch another 3 movies...so we went there after work...but 30 mins before de start of the show--the island, de sky turns red, lightning falls follow by defening rolls of thunders & de rain beat down incessantly...lolx like writing compo...haa...so we went hm in de end...

Wed 21/9/05: After work, went to padang again to watch the shutter...luckily 2dae nv rain...b4 de start of de show, there is de Q & A session...my dear went up to answer de question & won a premier ticket for The Skeleton Key which will be showing in cinema on de 13 oct...so happi can watch premier again..haa...& tat show is real nice viewing frm de ads...den the movie starts...is a real scary movie...has been grabbing my dear's arm throughout de whole show & frightening him...haa...a wonderful dae watching movie wif him..

Fri 23/9/05: Went to watch initial D 2dae...realli a nice show like wat my sis saes...but wen i c jay cries near de end of de movie, i felt like crying too...lolx...de slow song at de end of de movie sang by jay is real nice...ani1 noes wat's de song title??

Sun 25/6/05: 2dae is de premier of The Skeleton Key...meet dear at 7pm & went there...lying down on de mat while watching stars, we found out tat de sky is turing red again...we realli hope tat it wun rain cos 2dae is de last dae of de event & is de premier show...but too bad wen de show starts, it rains 1 min later...nt to miss de show, we took out de umbrealla & stand aside watching...ard 30 mins ltr, de rain finalli stops...so we went back to sit on de mat, watching de show while our pants slowly get wet by de rain water...hmm de show is nt realli scary but mystery...de ending part is quite unexpected...quite a nice show to watch...realli enjoys myself wif dear throughout dis whole period of de event...dis romantic daes & his touching words...

Omg i soooooooo damn happi...cant stop smiling nw...mi nw at my work place...have been facing de com frm de morning till nw...eyes reali cant tahan liao...so decided to go downstairs to rest & warm myself...wen i open de doors...guess wat?? i saw zhou chu ming...i tot i m seeing de wrong person...so i take a closer look...yes is him...in green uniform...eh sumthing like NS uniform...den i guess they muz be here filming de dao di zai na li...so i quickly look out whether tat person beside him is pei fen...wen de person turn ard...is lin xiang ping...o she's so beautiful...she saw mi keep looking at her so she smile back to mi...i was trying to avoid her gaze but since she saw mi & smile back to mi...i smile bac to her too...& chu ming was looking at my direction...

den i quickly go into de shopping center...& i saw pei fen plus lin ming lun...they were toking wif de gong zuo ren yuan...& i guess correctly...they r here to take de show...wen pei fen was near i called her name...asked her whether she still remembers mi...she sae yes......u r de hu gf...den i sae weiqiang's gf...den she saes ya, u here to work ah...den i saes yes, u all here to take de wat show ah...den she saes yes, but nw we have to go le...den i saes u all gg le ah, k bye...den i saes bye to ming lun & gong zuo ren yuan...ming lun give mi de wierd wierd face while smiling...probably tinking y dis gal saes bye bye so wierd, like saeing bye bye to a fren...haa...cos wen i sae bye bye my tone is actualli those slpy kind & like saeing bye bye to a normal fren...blah~~

den after tat i was tinking should i stand there c their cars go off?? Den suddenly remembers tat time 4gt take pei fen's signature...but i feel veri paiseh like tat so nv go c their cars off nor get signatures...30 secs ltr, wen i go out of de shopping centres...they left le...at dis moment i have de urged to call dear...to tell him tat pei fen stil remembers him...to tell him tat i m veri happi to c so mani stars in 1 min...but i cant cos if i call dear my boss will hear everything den she will saes i tou lan...if i go out make call i cant tok long too...so have to wait till go home le...though u all may tink seeing stars gt wat thing special...but to mi, i hardly c ani stars de...haa...& oso never have i tot tat gg out for a min to warm up myself will i c so mani stars in such a short time...& nv have i tot i will c pei fen...it realli brightens up my dae man...so nw i muz type it out...so happi!!!!!!!!hw i wish my dear is wif mi to share the joy tgt...if he is wif mi probably we will be toking a while wif all de stars...haa=P

Exams finalli over...tml is de 1st dae of my attachement...have been spending de past few daes wif my dear....fri after exam i went to c my laision officer, den we headed to orchard...it took us 5 hrs 2 walk de whole of orchard...woo~~long time nv walk so long le...dear managed to find only 2 coffee cans frm de whole of orchard...hmm abit disappointed...cos we tot we could find quite alot...

Sun went his hse for awhile...found tat his rm suddenly turn bigger...lolx...mayb too long nv go le...saw his childhood photos...realli dun look like him man...haha so funni...den he show mi de drawing tat he drew during de study week on his future bedroom...he is realli veri talented at drawings & his future rm so nice...at ard 5.30pm, i have to go home le cos 2nite gt dinner...

Mon we went to clark quay there 2 "visit" our working place...my place is so near de mrt...so gd...while for my dear, he has to walk 4 15 mins frm de mrt before he reach his work place...but it is onli de 1st dae i m in clark quay...subsequent dae will be in Novena...zzz...after tat we went to shop ard & we managed to find 14 coffee cans juz frm tat 1 supermarket...wow~~break his record of collecting 7 in a dae...he is veri happi & i m happi too...like to c him happi...he happi i happi...after tat we walk to de Singapore River & suddenly he hugged mi...like de wae he hugs mi tightly...together we admire de scenery...den ltr we walk ard de rest of clark quay & headed home...

2dae we went to Singapore Science Center...have been wanting to go there long long time ago & nw we finalli have de time...earli in de morning wen i switch on my hp...i saw a sweet & touching msg frm my dear which he sent last nite...realli veri touched by his words....den we reach there at ard 10.30am & we started our tour...de place is so damn fun...we play de invisible body...like real so funny...den still gt alot dunno hw to sae...lolx...den mi & dear play de board soccer...aiya dunno wat is de game called...we play a total score of 5 & my score is 5 against 0...muahaha...my dear lose to mi:P....we have fun wif ourselves there except tat my dear lost his 3-years-old cap...de cap tat i like alot wif de nice smell...we try searching de whole center 4 1 hr plus but stil cant find...zzzz...hope de ppl there found it & contact us...2dae we found 6 coffee cans again...wow~~break his record le...

Juz wanna tell my dear tat i luv him...thanx 4 all de things tat he does 4 mi...sorri 4 sumtimes being so emotional...i still need sum time to learn hw to control my emotions...luv u...muackz:)

2dae juz finished my NAPFA...although i pass it & get a Bronze...but i m nt tat satisfied...cos every stations i gt a gold but juz becos of tat jump jump i gt a Bronze...2 more cm & i will get a silver...Zzzzzzzz...& i noe my dear feels de same too...cos he oso everything gt gold & becos of de 2.4km run, which he always gt gold too but 2dae below his expectation, he gt a silver...& dis resulted in an overall silver...Zzzzzz...haiz...hw can like tat 1...1 little pt & tat's makes a diff...Zzzz...if can i will wan to retake...& mani ppl might sae i siao...wahaha...but tink retake result will more or less de same cos i noe my jump jump nt tat gd...lolx...tired~~